WHERE YOU END

In 1983 Philadelphia, an amnesiac must rely on her twin for information regarding who she is and what she’s forgotten.

When 22-year-old Katherine Bird wakes in the hospital two weeks after dying for 93 seconds, all she remembers is the name and face of her twin sister, Jude. Per Jude, they were driving a rural road late one night when Kat swerved to avoid a deer and crashed. The girls were homeschooled, their father left when they were 10, and their mother is dead, so only Jude can fill in the blanks comprising Kat’s past. Jude recounts a sheltered, largely happy childhood, but if her stories are authentic, why is Kat prone to sudden bouts of anger and violence? Further, why are there so few pictures of her and Jude, and who is the strange woman seemingly following Kat whenever she ventures from the siblings’ apartment? Although Jude has answers for everything, Kat can’t help but wonder whether all she thinks she knows about herself is a lie. Kahler’s debut novel by turns thrills and devastates, interspersing Kat’s first-person-present narrative with third-person flashbacks from Jude’s perspective detailing the twins’ actual adolescence spent living with a New Age cult co-founded by their mother. Jude’s desperation to protect Kat intensifies in tandem with Kat’s determination to uncover the truth, fostering tension and drive. Artful, evocative prose and realistically damaged characters contribute to the book’s potency.

At once a vertiginous paranoia tale and a melancholic meditation on identity.