BE NOT AFRAID

In Saxsma’s novel, family members locked in private struggles flounder in denial and dissatisfaction.

Lloyd Wood, father of Toby and husband to Dawn, struggles with a failing restaurant business and is fighting the pressure to sell out and leave. Lloyd, while keeping money matters private from his family and ridiculing them to promote thriftiness, opts to maintain a brave face rather than share his financial difficulties with anyone. Dawn, feeling cut off from her husband and son (“In those walls, they were satellites, the three of them. They orbited one another but did not speak, did not interact, but passed each other, feeding information to everyone else, never to each other”) is deemed “lost” by her best friend, Kitty. After she sees a mysterious angel hovering over her farmland, Dawn becomes entangled in a religious cult and is expected to give them time and money she can’t afford. Toby resists his budding gay sexuality and attends therapeutic seminars to reverse it. In these linked stories, the author explores what can happen to the most vulnerable souls in our world and the great measures people will go to survive, make a buck, or remain covert in the face of adversity. The narrative strands are well plotted, with each story leading the way to the next perspective while still culminating in memorably climactic moments. While the characters are vividly rendered, the dialogue is sometimes excessively protracted and repetitive. Saxsma’s prose is rich in sensory detail, enriching the characterizations of the cast (Lloyd has “a stone-sour look and a sweat-stained ball cap atop his head”; Dawn’s “eyes were heavy, and her body was in ache. She smelled of the hard physical day”). The magical realism elements are used effectively and the storytelling is strong, but the heartbreaking ending leaves readers with little sense of hope—it’s hard not to want more for these characters.

A finely wrought portrait of a small-town family in distress.