NERDCRUSH

Cosplay culture takes center stage in this winsome romance.

Ramona Lambert has a hard time being herself. The Black high school junior’s social life mostly takes place in the cosplay universes where she can thrive as Rel, the character she’s created and has been dressing up as for several years. Ramona decides to email Caleb Woolf, the White boy from school she’s crushing on—but as Rel. The pair begin exchanging long missives, and Ramona becomes unsure of what to do, especially when she develops a relationship with Caleb in real life, too. As Ramona struggles socially, she also feels misunderstood at home, where her parents question her dream of attending Savannah College of Art and Design’s illustration program. Emrich’s debut showcases a multidimensional protagonist navigating the predominantly White spaces of comic conventions and anime and manga fandom while trying to fit in at school, where there are few other Black students. Meanwhile, she’s mocked by her cousins for her interests even as her college freshman sister earns accolades for joining a sorority, and her relationship with Caleb ebbs and flows. Ramona’s yearnings to find her way and to be understood are relatable and angst-filled. The peek into the world of comic-cons and cosplay is fun and adds depth. The mother-daughter relationship, in particular, is well depicted.

An enjoyable look at identity and what it means to belong and to stand out.