A college romance between two closeted young men spirals into a border-crossing story of tragic death, family secrets, and unexpected revelations.
Daniel Manuel de La Luna is the son of Mexican immigrants, a queer first-generation college student who’s woefully inexperienced in love—he’s described as a “naïve little cherub.” Timid and excited but uncertain what to expect, Daniel encounters his first campus surprise in the form of his roommate, Sam Morris, an attractive, athletic legacy admission who turns out to be funny and kind. The two partake in the usual first-year activities, going to parties and struggling with academic pressure, but they also share a number of intimate moments, including a very amusing scene during a camping trip that involves raucous bonding, morning spooning, and involuntary tumescence. This all launches a precarious, tender, adventurous romance, until Sam pulls back and decides to join a frat. While its depiction of college life is appealing, the novel really takes off when Sam and Daniel part ways after freshman year, and Daniel returns to Mexico with his family. There, he learns of Sam’s death (which is revealed in the book’s first pages) and must confront his own desires, his family’s past, and the truth about his namesake, an uncle named Daniel who was also gay. Ordorica cleverly intersperses excerpts from Tío Daniel’s letters as epigraphs to each chapter like a series of breadcrumbs that lead readers to discover the truth themselves, drawing them into the novel’s expertly depicted world.
Told with authenticity and compassion, this unconventional love story redefines notions of fraternity.