THE KINGDOM OF SAND

Gay men are the life of the party, we’re told, but what happens when it’s time to die?

The unnamed narrator of this mordant, unflinching novel is mired in what he calls a “predicament” quite different from that experienced by the hip young gay men at the heart of Holleran’s most admired novel, Dancer From the Dance (1978), that crucial narrative set in 1970s Manhattan. This novel is about gay men dying alone in a small, conservative, Christian town in North Florida. “Halloween, alas, was the only time there was anything even slightly campy about our town,” the narrator complains. In his 60s, he's friends, or at least experiences a “shared loneliness,” with Earl, another gay man, who’s 20 years older; Earl’s illnesses provide a grim education in being old and, worse, getting even older. Earl and the narrator talk about the “UPS deliveryman, or a sale on ice cream at the grocery store, or a new person who’d moved into the rental cottages down the street.” And yet Holleran makes these everyday topics, and the seemingly uneventful days of the narrator and his friends, into thrilling fiction. That is partly because this novel feels confessional, with the narrator divulging thoughts and behavior that most of us would be afraid to share. Holleran is fiercely a pointillist. His observations about the minute details of his narrator’s life feel revelatory—and not always specific to the lives of gay men. “Love and kindness have a lineage their recipients know nothing about,” the narrator declares, including the sometimes unrequited kindness of helping someone else die.

Ostensibly about gay men getting older and being alone, this novel is really about everyone getting older and being alone.