High school junior Felix Ma has a transformative year while making a movie.
Chinese American Felix is feeling pressured: According to his college admissions coach, he needs something unique to set himself apart, but he quit piano, and he’s “not even the best Ping-Pong player at the Flushing Community Center.” After Felix and new friend Gaspard Pierre-Duluc become the school film club’s co-presidents (as well as its only members), they decide to make a short film starring senior Cassie Chow. This project will not only help his college resume; it also gives Felix a reason to spend more time with a girl who intrigues him. But their potential friendship becomes complicated when the movie’s plot starts to feel too closely inspired by Cassie, and Felix must confront and reflect on how he moves through the world. He’s struggled since moving from Flushing to the suburbs of Long Island; Cassie is a reminder of the life he could have had, and her confidence forms a contrast to his own feelings of inadequacy. But by romanticizing Cassie’s life, Felix ultimately doesn’t truly see or listen to her. In this intimate narrative, Yang explores perception, consideration, storytelling ethics, and growing pains as Felix tries to make sense of his motivations and their impact. The resolution avoids being unrealistically neat, but the book ends on an optimistic note, and readers will clearly see Felix’s trajectory.
A compelling story of personal growth and new understanding.
(Fiction. 13-18)