A professor finds himself slipping toward madness, depression, and perhaps spiritual enlightenment.
Initially, the title character seems like a sort of Everyman on the precipice of existential crisis. He is enjoying a lovely day, “filling him with a private joy and, he believed, a secret spirituality.” Until, all of a sudden, he isn’t. Once everything shifts without warning, he becomes filled with dread, obsessed with his mortality, “unable to dislodge that feeling of death.” And once he knows he's going to die, down to the marrow of his bones, everything either falls apart or comes together. But this short novel, originally published in 2005 (though not translated into English until now), proceeds into some details that make the context more specific. Like the author, the protagonist is a Peruvian novelist of Japanese descent very much aware of his outsider status in Lima, where the large Japanese population found itself even more than usually targeted by racism and discrimination during World War II. The title character has also been suffering from some mental issues and has been taking medication and a few days off from work. When he returns, he finds he has been forced into retirement, which accelerates his downward spiral. He is a man of order in a world that increasingly seems disordered to him, where he feels threatened by others that no one else sees, bombarded by sounds that no one else hears. Death might seem like a respite to him. He has a few friends, one of whom consents to lend him a pistol, but has no close family. His wife is long dead, a young cancer victim, and they were pretty much opposites when they were married. He retreats further into the terror and madness of himself until he proceeds into the “enlightenment” of the title, confronting and exorcising some of the demons of his heritage in the process.
A powerful, provocative, and occasionally puzzling evocation of a mind unraveling.