ALL THAT IT EVER MEANT

Grieving the untimely death of her mother, 14-year-old Mati keeps company with an enigmatic spirit only she can see.

“Chichi swore at Baba and he went mental.” That’s the short version, Mati tells us, before launching into the longer story of her mother’s death and its aftermath. Seeking respite, Baba, Mati’s father, who is a doctor in private practice, takes his grieving family from England to Zimbabwe, Mati’s parents’ homeland, for a long camping vacation. There, Chichi, Mati’s 17-year-old sister, continues swearing and rebelling, while Tana, Mati’s 10-year-old brother, seeks joy and adventure. Mati, a keen observer and deep thinker, is visited at random times by an opinionated, glamorous, gender-neutral being named Meticais who speaks only to her. Uncertain whether Meticais is a ghost or a figment of her imagination, Mati alternates between frustration and fascination with their conversations about the complexities of her immigrant family’s life prior to her mother’s death. Traveling by expedition truck and houseboat through the Zimbabwean bush to Victoria Falls, Mati and her family wrangle with the past and struggle to move forward. With emotionally rich, evocative prose from Mati’s astute point of view, Musariri deftly avoids melodrama to deliver a cast of wholly original characters facing tragedy with raw vulnerability and humor. A stunning, heartbreaking twist at the end will have readers turning back the pages to immediately reread this remarkable novel.

An inventive, exquisitely written story of family, love, and loss.