A knockout of a second novel from the author of Oola (2017).
Ruth is 27 and adrift when we meet her. She has a master’s degree she doesn’t know what to do with. She’s living in the Mission with her ex-boyfriend, Dino, a ketamine dealer who enjoys wearing women’s lingerie. And she’s dancing at a club where she has assumed the name Baby—not because she has any sort of fully fleshed-out stage persona but, rather, because that’s a thing men call her. Narrating her life in a way that feels aimless but not quite random, she tells the story of how she has arrived at this place. She remembers learning about sex from her more worldly friend Mazzy, a young woman “forever marked by being the first student at her private all-girls school to need a real bra.” Ruth reminisces about past lovers and the substances that shaped their relationships. And she describes the men she meets at work, delineating their needs and appetites with an anthropological detachment that is not without empathy. Dino remains, though, the emotional center of her universe, and when he goes missing, she unravels. Newell writes about sex work and drugs and what people—some people—used to call the demimonde without moralizing or reducing her characters to grim allegories. This book is, among other things, funny and sometimes very sweet, and Newell gives shape to Ruth’s chaotic life with gorgeously precise prose. When she sees the ballet-dancer daughter of a wealthy man with whom she’s having an affair, Ruth thinks, “She was the luckiest girl in the whole wide world and she didn’t even care. She wore her hair up in a bun, her neck cool and pale as a halved pear.” There’s so much longing packed into that handful of words! “The hours swooped and gooped around us like fallen ice-cream cones.” Out of context, this does not seem like a great sentence. But within a swirling mess of metaphors recounting doing ketamine with Dino and falling in love, it approaches the sublime.
Real and raw and exquisitely well crafted.