PERFECT.

A high school graduate learns harsh truths about her family and her first love in this debut novel.

Eighteen years old and ready to break free of her small Colorado town of Nederland, bookish aspiring physician Seryna lets loose at a party late in her senior year. She is nearly raped by her platonic friend Rutty until a handsome and mysterious stranger rescues her, then vanishes without a trace. Seryna loses her virginity to him at another party before learning his name, Kieran, and why he’s conveniently there every time she’s in trouble. A physics student–turned–FBI agent, 25-year-old Kieran is investigating certain residents of Nederland—including Seryna’s father and estranged older brother—for their part in manufacturing and distributing Grandma’s Apple Pie, a flavorful moonshine that may be laced with ingredients that lead its partakers to dangerous acts. Immediately smitten with the attractive older man, Seryna is eager to sleep with Kieran again and the two begin a courtship full of fancy dinners, elegant hotels, and kinky sex, all of which open her eyes to a different way of life. As the date of her first day of college in Boulder grows closer and Kieran makes major progress in his investigation, Seryna’s best friend, Alex, is the victim of a tragic car accident and the protagonist edges closer to mortal danger. Larsen intends to continue Seryna’s story: The novel ends with a startling cliffhanger. The author delivers a solid concept for a romance and plenty of action. But Seryna sometimes appears less like a real teenager and more like an adult woman who occasionally goes to high school parties. Though at 18 she’s of legal age, her relationship with a 25-year-old man who’s far more experienced in sex and life is disturbing rather than sensual. No one seems to question why a young woman who’s only recently had her first drink almost immediately wants to marry her new boyfriend. Additionally, the first love and small-town crime plots don’t mesh well, resulting in alternating chapters that feel as if they’re from two different books instead of a single, cohesive story.

A lively romance that lacks fully developed characters.