In a collection of luminous stories populated by deeply moving and multifaceted characters, the Black girls and women who sit in traditional church pews discover their own unique ways to worship.
Though each of these nine stories carries a strong female voice, or voices, from a different region, life experience, and time, the church and its profound influence on Black communities is a complex character in itself. In "Eula," two 40-year-old lifelong friends battle each other in defining the parameters of a relationship that had turned sexual years earlier. Tension mounts between the women on New Year's Eve 1999, the last day of the 20th century, when Caroletta, the narrator, wants Eula to admit they could be more than occasional lovers while Eula refuses to let go of her dream of a traditional churchly life with a husband and child. Meanwhile, in "Jael," a woman raising her orphaned great-granddaughter finds the 14-year-old's diary and reads about her erotic obsession with the preacher's wife, struggling with her own judgment that the child she raised might be an ungodly abomination. In "How To Make Love to a Physicist," a middle school teacher embraces therapy, still taboo in many communities of color, to work her way through fears stoked by her rigid mother and give herself over to an unexpected love. The strongest story in a collection of gems is "Peach Cobbler," which finds a teenage girl reckoning with her mother's coldness and yearslong affair with their pastor. No saints exist in these pages, just full-throated, flesh-and-blood women who embrace and redefine love, and their own selves, in powerfully imperfect renditions.
Tender, fierce, proudly Black and beautiful, these stories will sneak inside you and take root.