EITHER/OR

The heroine of The Idiot (2017), Batuman's Pulitzer Prize finalist, continues to interrogate the intersection of art and identity during her sophomore year at Harvard.

It’s 1996, and Selin is embarking on her fall semester with a broken heart and a lingering obsession with Ivan, the mathematician she’d fallen in love with as a first-year student. When she’s not checking her email, hoping for a message from him, she’s reading Kierkegaard and André Breton, looking for clues about the kind of person she wants to be. Walking to the library on a Saturday night, she encounters small groups of students, “the girls laughing hysterically and collapsing against the guys’ chests. I knew that was what a person was supposed to be doing, but I didn’t know why, or how.” All Selin knows for sure is that she will be a novelist, but she’s still trying to figure out how to do that, too, and she sees the problem of how to live and the question of how to write as two sides of the same dilemma. She spends a lot of time thinking about sex—something she wants to have done but doesn’t actually want to do—and it says a lot about her that she regards her fear of sex as “immature and anti-novelistic.” But making the deliberate choice to shed her virginity isn’t quite the turning point she imagined. It’s when she travels to Russia for an internship that she feels a new sense of self-possession and possibility. This is not a plot-driven novel, so readers who like a lot of action may not enjoy Selin’s philosophizing or penchant for deep analysis. But Selin is a disarming narrator, tossing off insights that are revelatory, moving, and laugh-out-loud funny—sometimes all at once—and it’s exciting to watch her become the author of her own story.

Another delightfully cerebral and bighearted novel from a distinctive voice in contemporary fiction.