A QUITTER'S PARADISE

Eleanor Liu is a “chronic avoider”—she runs from every difficulty life presents, but how long can she outrun grief?

After dropping out of her Ph.D. program in neuroscience at New York's Mount Sinai Hospital, Eleanor works as a lab tech for her husband, Ellis, while continuing her personal research on the side. Penny, Eleanor’s former supervisor, disapproves of the arrangement because she believes Eleanor is a good scientist who’s not living up to her potential. Eleanor, however, is comfortable and thinks to herself, “Yes, I have had to face the fact that I quit. I have had to watch as my friends, now in their fourth year, settle into their labs and their research projects. But I’m not ashamed. Generally, I’m content. There’s hope for quitters, too. There’s a paradise on the other side of giving up.” This attitude extends to all aspects of her life. After her mother’s death, Eleanor’s behavior becomes more erratic until she doesn’t even understand her own actions—pursuing an affair with a colleague, stealing a marmoset, and abandoning her husband to return to her childhood home. Rather than confront her grief and the ways she’s complicated her own life, she allows her actions to put her job and relationship in jeopardy. The book is primarily centered on Eleanor in the present day, but there are chapters that focus on her parents’ relationship and the building of their business, her older sister, and the family’s dynamic. These chapters enrich the characters by allowing space for their individual stories to be told and provide insight into how Eleanor’s upbringing influences her present life. They also offer up the idea that her parents’ experiences have had an impact on her life through the ways they inform the advice they give her. Now that her mother is gone, Eleanor—who acknowledges how much her mother’s approval and disapproval influenced her choices—must consider how to live her life and make sense of it on her own.

Funny, original, and overflowing with wisdom—this is an absolute delight of a debut.