I AM STILL WITH YOU

A pensive quest for the truths of a civil war in the author’s homeland of Nigeria.

On July 6, 1967, “after a year and a half of cataclysms,” Nigeria collapsed in a civil war based on ethnic divisions among the Hausa, Yoruba, and Igbo peoples that had long simmered under decades of British colonialism. The Igbo, Iduma’s people, occupied the region called Biafra, which calved off as a self-styled independent republic, causing the central government to declare war—which it called a “police action”—in order to keep Nigeria whole. After a genocidal conflict that lasted more than two years, Biafra was reassimilated into Nigeria. Born in 1989, Iduma grew up in a country where memories of the conflict were silenced. As he writes of his cohort, “we are a generation that has to lift itself from the hushes and gaps of the history of the war.” After living in New York for years, he returned to Nigeria to seek answers to his many questions, not least the fate of an uncle who disappeared during the war. How did the other young men of his family survive? The author concludes that they must have been protected by warlordlike military officers who threw some soldiers into battle as cannon fodder while keeping themselves far from the fighting. One refrain that Iduma’s father often voiced of his brother, he learns, was a simple question: “What if one day he returned from nowhere?” The chances of that remain slender, but, after all, other Biafrans lived in exile for years in places such as the nearby Ivory Coast before returning. In all events, Iduma is scarcely alone: A third of Biafran families, he reckons, “could speak of someone who did not return.” Though his own findings are far from definitive, the author delivers a poignant story rescued from those silences and lacunae.

A powerful contribution to modern Nigerian history, particularly significant in an age of ethnic conflict around the world.