A/S/L

Three queer women discover that the internet really is forever.

It’s 1998, and teenagers Abraxa, Sash, and Lilith are making a video game. They’ve never met in person, but they meet online to discuss their plans for Saga of the Sorceress, inspired by a character from the Mystic Knights video game franchise. Abraxa, a brash trans girl, is responsible for the game’s art, coding, and music; Sash, a lesbian with a curt and serious manner, handles the writing; and Lilith is the level designer, struggling under the weight of the others’ expectations. Then Lilith suddenly disappears and Sash disbands the company the three formed to create the game, which is never finished. In 2016, before the presidential election, Abraxa crashes at a friend’s house in Jersey City following yet another misadventure. She discovers a dilapidated church and begins squatting in its basement, reimagining the space as “what the sorceress is asking her to build.” In Brooklyn, Lilith works as an assistant loan underwriter at a bank; she constantly asks if she’s “pushing herself hard enough so that no one would categorize her as a problem, a queer, an aberration.” Sash lives with her parents, also in Brooklyn, and she lies to them about employment prospects while supporting herself via online sex work. She’s beset with doubts about her future and regrets about her past, communicated with immediacy and feeling through second-person narration. The pursuits that consumed them as teenagers have never let these women go, and their paths will soon cross again. Thornton has a skillful command of worldbuilding, both in the physical world and within chat rooms and 2D video games. She writes with profound, incisive authority about relationships, not only between trans and cisgender people—of one of her bank clients, a well-meaning but pushy cis woman, Lilith thinks, “Cis people didn’t like being reminded of the hurt places at the border between them and others”—but also about the dynamics that exist within trans communities, as well as among co-workers, families, and, perhaps most importantly, friends.

A dazzlingly creative and heartfelt novel.