A memoir from one of Europe’s most original and accomplished writers.
German writer Erpenbeck has published a number of works of fiction, many garnering distinguished prizes and awards. In her first book of nonfiction, which she calls “a collection of texts,” she is “looking back for the first time at many years of my life, at the thoughts that filled my life from day to day during that time.” These essays, lectures, and speeches are organized in three parts: “Life,” “Literature and Music,” and “Society.” In the first, the author recounts her early years growing up in East Berlin, when she saw “soldiers on patrol” and the “barricades, the watchtowers, and the wall.” When she moved to another apartment, she could “read the time for my socialist life from this clock in the other world.” After the wall fell, she writes, “my childhood belonged in a museum.” In the second section, Erpenbeck begins with her literary models, especially fairy tales, which featured transformations that “expanded my reality like a drug.” She also discusses Hermann Hesse, Thomas Mann, and Edgar Lee Masters, whose taciturn poems made her “want to use language primarily to give shape to the gaps between the words, those mute spaces.” In Spoon River Anthology, she writes, the “pauses are part of the text, they may be the finest part.” In this essay and one on her book The Old Child, Erpenbeck is revealing about her unique literary style: elliptical, restrained, unvarnished, and austere. In her exploration of her play Cats Have Nine Lives, she explains how writing plays taught her to excise unnecessary words: “Silence is essential, it is the inseparable shadow of what is spoken.” In the last section, Erpenbeck the activist is front and center. “Blind Spots,” a keynote speech, powerfully addresses borders, refugees from “shitholes,” and the “concept of freedom.”
An ideal introduction to the life and work of an exceptional artist.