THE SELFLESS ACT OF BREATHING

A British schoolteacher descends into despair and travels to America as a last hurrah in this dark, powerful novel.

On the first page, we’re introduced to Michael Kabongo, a Congolese British schoolteacher who is waiting in London’s Heathrow Airport for a flight that will take him to California. He’s not traveling for pleasure. “I quit my job,” he explains. “I am taking my life savings, $9,021, and when it runs out, I am going to kill myself.” Michael’s descent into hopelessness has been a bit of a slow burn—he’s grown disillusioned with his job, where he’s tasked with wrangling restive kids. (“Cause of death: unknown—may involve rude, screaming children and stress,” he texts a co-worker. “Tombstone reads: ‘Herein lies a man, who died as he lived: tired.’ ”) He’s not thrilled with his living situation, either—he shares an apartment with his mother; he can’t afford to move out on his teacher’s salary. So after a tragedy upends his life, he takes out a loan and lights out for America, aimlessly traveling through the country, eating Whataburgers in Dallas with near strangers and accompanying a taxi driver to a strip club in Chicago. All the while, he’s haunted by his own growing despair: “To exist, even in my own body, was taking its toll; I wanted to escape from it, leave it all behind; I wanted to be free of it. I want to live where there was no consequence to this body, where I was not named, where I was not known….I did not want to know others. I did not even want to know myself.” Bola employs a fascinating narrative structure: The chapters covering Michael’s time in London are told in the first person; the passages in America switch to the third person, emphasizing Michael’s growing alienation from himself. Chronicling someone’s emotional deterioration can be a tricky affair, but Bola acquits himself beautifully; his prose is sensitive and powerful. Lovers of character studies that tend toward the dark will find much to admire in this novel.

Solid writing and sensitive insights make this one a winner.