DOWN THE DRAIN

A memoir from the Italian American actor and model.

Though she lived in Milan until she was 6, Fox (b. 1990) spent her coming-of-age years in Manhattan with her frazzled, indifferent father; for a brief period, they were homeless. The author haphazardly packs the details of her childhood into an opening chapter clouded with scandal and betrayal involving her father and her best friend’s single mother. Fox chronicles how the horrific events of 9/11 traumatized and prematurely ushered her “into adulthood before puberty.” She matured mostly on her own, since her mother had “no interest in performing any maternal acts.” During her adolescence, Fox moved between New York and Italy, experimenting with shoplifting, sex, and drugs. She also experienced a psychiatric breakdown, and a host of unreliable friends and lovers led her astray. Fox worked for a few months as a dominatrix named Valentina, though she soon tired of the “mental gymnastics” of the BDSM scene, and hard-partying adventures with several addict friends ended in tragedy. In 2019, Fox appeared in the hit movie Uncut Gems, alongside Adam Sandler, and her debut performance became a sensation. From there, she focused on sobriety and mothering her newborn son, Valentino, as well as keeping a custody battle at bay. Only in the closing chapters does Fox divulge her brief and “uncomfortable” 2022 romance with “the artist” (a thinly veiled Kanye West), which unceremoniously shifted her into the public eye. She also writes vividly about her search for the drug dealer she feels is responsible for the death of her friend. The epiphany in the final pages doesn’t quite mesh with the rest of the memoir, which, while breathless and exhilarating, reads more like a druggy, often rushed novel that could have used tighter editing.

A chatty, meandering, splashy self-portrait that may appeal to fans.