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LORD THE ONE YOU LOVE IS SICK by Kasey Thornton

LORD THE ONE YOU LOVE IS SICK

by Kasey Thornton

Pub Date: Nov. 10th, 2020
ISBN: 978-1-63246-117-9
Publisher: Ig Publishing

A compulsively readable book about how easily tightknit communities can unravel.

Thornton’s debut novel opens with the death of 20-something Gentry from a heroin overdose and traces the reverberations of that event through the small North Carolina town of Bethany. Nettie, Gentry’s mother, watches her marriage fail and the town abandon her as though she’s to blame for her son’s drug addiction. Ethan, who discovered his brother’s lifeless body, descends into the basement and doesn’t come out. Dale, who distanced himself from Gentry when he entered the police academy, is haunted by his former best friend’s voice as mental illness takes over his life. At the same time, the town elders continue their tradition of gathering every morning at the ironically named Table of Knowledge at Austin’s Grill, unwilling to face what’s happening under their noses. Thornton takes an unflinching look at mental illness, sexual abuse, domestic violence, small-town conservatism, and the empty promises of community. The novel’s alternating points of view allow her to effectively inhabit different characters. The chapter detailing Dale’s psychotic breakdown is masterful: Dale distracts himself from his pain by scribbling down facts about executions: “black mask protected dignity of victimalso to keep eyeballs from falling out.” Another standout is the chapter from 8-year-old Emma Hatcher’s perspective, which captures in heartbreaking detail how easily children internalize abuse. Just a third grader, Emma watches her father brutalize her mother and then tries to protect herself by pretending she’s not affected: “My body can get scared of a thing even when my brain isn’t scared of it at all and that is what I hate most about myself.” The novel’s only flaw is that some of the characters’ happy endings do a disservice to the depths of their suffering.

A novel that may make you think again about what lies beneath the surface of your own community.