In a stunning debut, Van Heidrich recounts living in a hotel in Atlanta, Georgia, with her mother and two younger siblings.
Their landlord promised to take care of things while they were in East St. Louis attending her grandfather’s funeral. Instead, 13-year-old Katie and her family return to no electricity, a tank full of dead fish, and their dog locked in her crate, whimpering, and covered in her own waste. They must move again—and quickly. As the family settles into a single hotel room, school provides relief and continuity but also a source of worries: Will anyone realize she’s now living outside the district? Will her friends discover the truth? Biweekly visits with her father only further Katie’s sense of being in an in-between place, heightened by questions of identity: Her mother is Black; her father is White, and her stepmother, whose English is limited, is from Thailand. As her mother bounced between jobs and states in search of new opportunities, Katie strived to support her, suppressing her own emotions. But her mother’s avoidance of the reality that she cannot provide for her children makes it increasingly difficult for Katie to remain silent about her feelings. Complex character development will engage readers, and vivid descriptions of the physical landscape bring the text to life. Van Heidrich masterfully describes her childhood emotions as well her mother’s confusing choices and mental health struggles with compassion and nuance.
Stellar writing, perfect pacing, and a sophisticated treatment of universal themes make this a must-read.
(Verse memoir. 9-13)