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HOW GOOD IT IS I HAVE NO FEAR OF DYING by Lara Marlowe

HOW GOOD IT IS I HAVE NO FEAR OF DYING

Lieutenant Yulia Mykytenko's Fight for Ukraine

by Lara Marlowe

Pub Date: Feb. 4th, 2025
ISBN: 9781685891879
Publisher: Melville House

An extensive report from the front lines of Ukraine, viewed through the eyes of a war-weary but indomitable officer.

Irish Times reporter Marlowe recounts the wartime experiences of a young Ukrainian army officer named Yulia Mykytenko, whom we first meet in the besieged Donbas region. Commanding a reconnaissance unit employing first-person-view drones, Mykytenko says, matter-of-factly, “With a $500 FPV, you can destroy a tank that cost millions.” So have she and her soldiers done, despite the gap in technology and supplies that the Ukrainian army suffers, with arms from the West arriving only in fits and starts and freighted with political considerations. Mykytenko’s contempt for Russia is clear, but her assessment of the overly cautious West is scarcely more complimentary. Perhaps surprisingly, she has no shortage of criticisms for her nation’s president, either: “The army on the ground knew the invasion would happen. When the intelligence services warned [Zelenskyy] in November 2021 that Russia was going to attack, he said, ‘No, it’s not going to happen.’” The country has since paid a terrible price, and Mykytenko has paid dearly herself: Her father committed suicide by self-immolation in protest against what he perceived to be Zelenskyy’s failure to react strongly enough following Russia’s seizure of Crimea, and her husband died in combat. “Ukraine was not ready for the 24 February 2022 invasion because Zelenskyy had neglected the armed forces, leaving them in a demoralized, ill-prepared and ill-equipped state, as my father and other veterans warned,” she charges. Proudly, Mykytenko insists that Ukraine deserves NATO membership, not as a gift to the country but because it would make a valuable addition to NATO’s order of battle: No other army would withstand Putin’s as stubbornly, she asserts—and besides, “We could also teach NATO a great deal about efficiency in the heat of battle.”

A wartime account of searing intensity and righteous anger.