SAY YES AND KEEP SMILING

Influencer Ellie searches for her real self amid a livestreamed proposal, her father’s declining health, and her disordered eating habits.

In this sequel to Suck It in and Smile (2022) translated from French and set in Quebec, 25-year-old Ellie seems headed for peak influencer success with her account, Quinoa Forever. She’s about to release a book, is engaged to her musician boyfriend, and her collaboration with fellow influencer Mila is getting them both thousands of views. Just like that, when she’s at the top of the world, Ellie begins to unravel. Her father’s cancer forces her to face her childhood and how it affected her relationship with food and her body. Her desperation for perfection pushes her toward inauthenticity online. Her relationship with her fiance suffers a blow. Beaudoin-Masse skillfully makes readers a part of Ellie’s inner world and online life. Some chapters include tidbits about influencers and celebrities interspersed with YouTube rankings, text messages, Instagram comments, and snippets of Ellie’s social media feed. Other chapters read like small essays, powerful as almost stand-alone pieces that are insightful and effective glimpses into Ellie’s life. Ellie’s friendship with Opale, her sister’s girlfriend, builds slowly, believably, and beautifully. Though Ellie’s life is aspirational in many respects, her struggles, fears, trauma, and resilience are familiar. The cast reads white.

A realistically flawed character worth rooting for in a story worth reading.