JACKIE & ME

Bayard imagines Jack and Jackie Kennedy’s momentous courtship through the eyes of Lem Billings, the future president's lifelong best friend.

Everyone knows how things turned out—every strand of Kennedy lore has been examined repeatedly. Bayard doesn't change names or reveal new facts (and an author’s note pointedly acknowledges that he's made up a plot point concerning Lem). Instead Bayard produces an “alternative history” evincing these very public figures’ inner lives while considering how different choices might have led to different outcomes. While Lem Billings was an actual Kennedy intimate, narrator Lem is reminiscent of The Great Gatsby’s Nick Carraway, and his fictional reminiscences structure the novel around the triangular friendship he shares with Jack and Jackie in the years leading up to their wedding in the early 1950s. The result is a meditation on the definitions, possibilities, and failures of friendship. The real Lem survived homophobic times semicloseted. Here Lem is portrayed as a heartbreaking mix of fear, loyalty, and perception who watches as Jackie is sucked into the Kennedy maelstrom. She can’t stand Jack’s family but also can’t resist Jack, a presence as indefinable as quicksilver, calculating yet straightforward, treacherous with women yet remembered by Lem as the “finest” of men. A dedicated lothario, Jack has no interest in marriage, but his family’s political ambitions for him require a wife, and Jackie meets Kennedy prerequisites. How deeply Jack grows to care for her remains unclear, but he does not want her to marry under false pretenses and asks Lem to make sure Jackie understands what to expect. Too softhearted, Lem sidesteps the brutal facts. Almost 30 years later, facing his own sexual identity crisis, he sees how his silence failed both Kennedys. Lem’s pre-AIDS 1981 now seems almost as innocent as his 1950s. As for Jackie, she’s pure delight—beautiful of course, naïve but self-aware, her keen intellect showing small glints of the tough resilience she’ll need later on when she's become an icon.

Romance with bite: the perfect escapism for today’s anxious times.