PRETEND IT'S MY BODY

A debut collection of stories about characters on the brink of claiming new genders, sexualities, lifestyles, and even forms.

In “Certain Disasters,” a girl survives a tornado only to feel a “negative space” suddenly crack open in her that fills with masculine imagery and makes her crave a male body, while in the futuristic “Suzuki in Limbo,” the protagonist returns to see her family one final time before she plans to give up her “meatsuit” and have her consciousness uploaded as computer code into an alternate reality. Not quite magical realist yet filled with magic, these stories perform groundbreaking work in their search for apt metaphors to describe moments of revelation for trans and queer people. Mind-reading is the magic in “Other People’s Points of View,” a story about Ted, a teenager with the niche ability to sense peoples’ thoughts as they wrestle with decisions. It also perfectly conveys why it’s hard for Ted to come out as a girl. In “Crush Me,” a slightly less successful story, the sudden magical appearance of a growing number of boulders in a riverbed brings to life the narrator’s consuming crush on her best friend, another woman. Blue writes with nuance, empathy, and wit about the complexity of gender and sexual orientation. The middle-aged narrator of “My Mother’s Bottomless Hole,” who realizes too late (from her perspective) that she wants to be a man, tells the high school students she advises in the Gay-Straight Alliance that bodies are like tattoos: “Yours mean a lot to you now because they’re perfect, but eventually they’ll be worn out and falling apart….Every adult has dysphoria. It’s called aging.” Blue’s bigheartedness extends to all of their characters, even the mothers who struggle to understand their children’s desires. That’s the case in “Bad Things That Happen to Girls,” a sneakily devastating story.

Original work intent on creating new ways to imagine transformations.