THE OTHER SIDE OF PERFECT

An injured teenage ballerina falls in love while reexamining the cultural and racial context of her beloved art.

The decade Alina spent honing her ballet artistry is demolished in a split second when her leg is shattered in an accident. Struggling with depression, anxiety, and jealousy, she hides away from the world. When Alina is cast in the high school production of Singin’ in the Rain, she finds herself on a roller coaster of emotions as she navigates new friendships; a potential boyfriend in the charmingly tanned, black-haired star; and the prospect of dancing again. Can Alina find the internal strength and external support to confront the systemic racism of ballet and look to the future? Rom-com elements create a familiar framework for a fresh story exploring the tension between racist traditions and culturally authentic representation in the arts. Half Japanese and half White, Alina works through her complex feelings about being gaslit into dancing the problematic Chinese Tea solo in The Nutcracker for so many years while her best friend, Colleen, who is Black, was repeatedly given the Arabian Coffee role—and less talented White dancers got better parts. Alina’s compelling, realistic journey focuses on strategies to manage trauma and mental health with the goal of moving forward even when there are setbacks. The writing is engaging, sentimental moments will please romance lovers, and the hopeful, yet realistic, ending is satisfying.

A love story with a refreshing focus on confronting systemic racism.