A gay man leads a life of quiet desperation in repressive postwar Germany.
This poignant graphic novel, translated from German, tells the story of Karl Kling, beginning with his World War II service as a cook in the German army, through two unsuccessful marriages, long years spent at a factory job, estrangement from his adult daughter, and lonely retirement in the 1980s. Karl’s desire for men—and his unwillingness to sacrifice it for a conventional domestic life—is the novel’s throughline; these men include a fellow soldier with whom he had a romantic friendship, a man encountered swimming at a countryside pond, and a “rent boy” he brings home to board in the apartment he shares with his wife. (Predictably, that doesn’t end well.) Framing the story of Karl’s life is a letter he’s drafting to his daughter, Hella, in hopes that they can reconnect after eight years of silence. “Lies and deception create distance,” he writes. “But I didn’t see that at the time.” Karl’s story is handled with delicacy and restraint, especially his marriage with Lieselotte, the sympathetic daughter of his Leipzig landlady, with whom he shares a genuine bond, if not a sexual one. Lehmann’s gorgeous black-and-white artwork establishes the melancholy tone with its depiction of bombed-out cities and gray East German streetscapes.
A somber, compassionate remembrance of life in the closet.