DREAMING OF YOU

A young poet spirals into a world of trouble and madness after she raises Tejana pop star Selena from the dead.

Full of zaniness, humor, and existential questions about the ephemeral nature of fame and the toxic misogyny permeating our culture, this novel in verse is an experimental roller-coaster ride. The book opens with a cast of characters introducing Yolanda Saldivar, Selena’s convicted killer; Abraham Quintanilla, Selena's father, an excellent approximation of machismo; “Las Chismosas,” a Spanish expression referring to gossips, often older women, here serving as the book's chorus; an amorphous and dark “She,” like the villainess of a telenovela; "You," introduced as "the consumer and the consumed"; and lastly, Melissa Lozada-Oliva, the author and protagonist, who says simply “it’s been me, it’s always been me. The whole time.” Las Chismosas narrate Melissa’s journey as a young New York Latina who finds that her real life—writing poetry, looking for love—has been subsumed by the overpowering ghost of Selena as a cultural force. When Melissa decides to resurrect Selena, she becomes obsessively devoted to her at the expense of her own budding romantic relationship. The newly undead Selena eventually leaves Melissa to reconnect with her own career, and as she goes, whoever "Melissa Lozada-Oliva” is begins to dissolve, as well. Abraham Quintanilla, Yolanda Saldivar, and She arrive to fill the blank spaces. In this new millennium, Yolanda is reborn as an antihero, because sometimes you have to kill the thing you love most to truly be free.

An enjoyably madcap journey through the wasteland of fame, popular culture, and feminine identity in a post-colonial world.