OLD FLAME

An adopted woman wrestles with the binaries of art versus motherhood, chosen family versus found family, and social expectation versus authenticity.

On the ninth floor of a department store building on 34th street in Manhattan, Emily writes. It’s not the kind of writing she wishes she could make a living at—novels, stories, literary stuff. Rather, it’s taglines and ad copy to ensure a woman feels lacking enough in glamour to offer up a “share of her wallet” (as the CEO puts it) to buy a cashmere sweater or Chanel blouse. Emily has a photographer boyfriend, Wes, and a work BFF, Megan, whose artistic impulses are also subverted by toiling at the store. Emily's life is OK, but cracks quickly begin to show: Megan has an affair with the boss and is fired; Wes grows distant. When Emily is invited to a wedding in Italy, giving her the opportunity to revisit an area where she'd lived as a student with an alluring art historian and her young daughters, she jumps at the chance to leave her troubles behind, taking Megan along with her. When a series of life-altering events happen in Italy, Emily must confront her motherless and often rudderless past, her uncertain present, and a future in which she is pulled in a million directions so familiar to women: worker, partner, mother, friend, and maker. Prentiss’ prose is energetic and inventive, and Emily’s restless imagination can make for fun interludes, as when she imagines Megan as an angel in a painting giving her advice. However, for much of the book, Prentiss tries to present Emily as a person still figuring out who she is and who she wants to become, and the result is that Emily sometimes feels more a symbolic repository of the contemporary New York woman than a fully formed character.

A blurry protagonist deals with some sharply realistic life demands.