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AT THE END OF THE DAY I BURST INTO FLAMES by Nicholas Day

AT THE END OF THE DAY I BURST INTO FLAMES

by Nicholas Day

Pub Date: Dec. 21st, 2018
ISBN: 9781947654792
Publisher: Bizarro Pulp Press

A man looks back at his life and loves as he awaits his death in Day’s novel.

A cartoonist named Martin, nicknamed Firecracker, recalls, “my daddy burst into flames when I was six years old.” Now an adult and married with children in Edwardsville, Illinois,Firecracker knows in his bones that “the fire is coming” and that he will one day spontaneously combust, just like his father and grandfather before him. After he heads into the Night Cap, a local dive bar, the story goes back and forth in time, focusing on Firecracker’s memories of childhood and the events of the present day in equal measure. Firecracker particularly examines love—his addiction to it and the many ways in which he has experienced it through his lifetime. He looks back on his childhood friendship with a boy named Stephen; his relationship with his wife, Emily; and a girl whose name he cannot remember but whom he knows he loved fully. In his childhood, Firecracker saw Stephen’s mother dead in her driveway; he has seen and communicated with an incarnation of Death ever since. It is in these passages with Death that the author’s descriptive prose truly shines: “Darkness and light became as a curtain, which rippled and pulled apart to reveal a human shape whose eyes shone like dying stars and whose clothes were fashioned from shadow and fog.” Firecracker’s moments with Death convey both the fear and love he feels for the specter throughout the story—Death is a nightmare-fueling figure earlier on but becomes a constant, steadying presence in Firecracker’s life. Day’s story is at times lyrical, blending prose with poetry to convey Firecracker’s more expressive, dream-like ruminations as he nears his end: “You are one of them, one of us, an infinite being / The dream never ends / None of this is real…I could finally see time for what it was. An infinite circle.” Day’s tale is a quick read, creative and addictively readable.

A short, stirring story with a unique premise.