Set in the Ballroom scene, Govinden’s novel chronicles a silent protest.
This multifaceted novel recounts a series of fraught interpersonal dynamics and politicized conflicts. Sections of it are narrated by the Mothers, leaders in the Ballroom community, who have gathered to protest a number of disappearances from within their scene. The language used is appropriately stark and formal: “Five apostles sitting atop City Hall steps day after day; the strength of our line, the amplification of our silence.” The use of the first person plural for sections of the novel makes for some resonant moments, as the Mothers compare themselves to the police officers at their protest: “We could each buy a donut and stand on a street corner to eat it, but if one of us disappeared on leaving that street corner—the wrong us—there would be no investigation as to why.” Later, the novel’s focus shifts to Teddy, who came to stay with the Mothers as a young man and now works a government job. His feelings of frustration at different points in his life are brought into acute focus by Govinden’s prose: “Just standing in Chanel brings about a quiet revolution, an understanding that he and those he loves are good enough for these things, and how he’ll work hard to obtain them.” From there, the novel circles back around to explain the reasons for the Mothers’ protest. “Sherry is not the first child to disappear, but the first that he knows of, whose flesh-and-blood presence still lingers in the apartment,” and Teddy’s guilt over her disappearance causes him further stress. Govinden emphasizes the queer characters’ treatment by often callous officials and establishes a world where both elation and danger aren’t far away.
A structurally bold, emotionally draining novel.