A renowned performance artist shares her life as a genderfluid drag queen.
“My drag represents some of the most vulnerable parts of me,” writes Velour in this candid memoir documenting her long career in media and theater arts. As creator and editor of the drag magazine Velour and host of New York City drag show Nightgowns, the author is perhaps most widely recognized as the winner of Season 9 of RuPaul’s Drag Race. Delivering a provocative, informative, and opinionated excavation of drag culture, Velour traces her own evolution on the circuit. She knowledgeably discusses the art form’s popularity surge via revolutionary uprisings like the Stonewall riots, which brought greater visibility to obscure, pioneering performance troupes. Velour recalls that her first introduction to drag was with her extravagant grandmother Dina, who encouraged her to “channel my inner diva” with costumes and living-room performances. She fondly references the legacies of drag balls and pageants (and their intrepid founders) and applauds the ability of RuPaul and her show to expand queer visibility, defy the community’s marginalization, and “shift my life and unravel preconceptions.” In chapters on drama and costuming, Velour vividly details the intricate backstage preparations for her pivotal finale performance on Drag Race and elaborates on the inspirations for her unmatched fashion flair. Throughout the text, the author includes Post-it note asides, scrapbook photographs, line drawings, and full-color storyboards (Velour has a master’s degree in cartooning). In addition to generously sharing entertaining anecdotes, maxims, and fond tributes to family and friends, the author isn’t shy about divulging the hard truths about life in the drag and queer communities. She leans easily into opinions and perspectives on hate, societal bias, and religious-inspired homophobia “in a world that doesn’t necessarily want us,” but she remains hopeful about the future acceptance of queer and trans people to make room for all “to exist in real life, not just onstage.”
An impressive textual and visual display of artistry and courage.