THOSE WE CARRY

Saxberg’s historical novel explores love and redemption against the backdrop of the European Theater in WWII.

The leads are the Canadian Ardagh “Harp” Cadieu and the Dutch woman Jacoba “Koos” van den Berg. Ardagh is from Northern Ontario, on Lake Superior, and he has suffered two tragic events in his young life—events where people died—and he carries that burden. In fact, that’s the main reason he enlists in the Canadian army. He hopes to escape his little town and to somehow assuage his guilt and cleanse his soul. When we meet 15-year-old Koos, it’s early in the war. Her small Dutch town will soon be occupied by the Nazis, and she’s chafing under her parents’ protective concern for her. When the Germans come, she joins the resistance in a dangerous balancing act, even leading on a young Nazi lieutenant and falling half in love with him after having had a crush on a neighbor boy who joins the Dutch SS. Meanwhile, Ardagh is training—endlessly, it seems—in England. He does get smuggled aboard his brother Hank’s Lancaster bomber and gets a taste of war. Landing in Normandy in ’44, he and his company fight their way across northern Europe and eventually liberate the small town where Koos lives. And, of course, these two young people, so often disappointed and frustrated, fall deeply in love. Will they find happiness? Will Koos become a war bride, starting a new life with her husband in Canada? And will Ardagh finally exorcise his guilt and gain the confidence he desperately needs?

This is a historical novel but not quite like the usual ones where fictional characters live their lives in the shadow of real history—and the major figures of the times appear in cameo roles. In fact, there are no “major” figures here at all. Instead, Saxberg has based the story on the tales of WWII and the Lake Superior Regiment that he grew up hearing about, specifically through the stories of his three great uncles, Ardagh, Gerald, and Wilf. So, thanks to a complete annotated list of characters at the back of the book, we learn that Harp, Hank, and Koos (and others), were, in fact, real people who figured in Saxberg family stories. Some characters were purely fictional, and others were inspired by real people or were even composites. And Saxberg confesses to also manipulating and rearranging the personal stories. It’s a look into how such a book is put together and a very clever mishmash; and incidentally, it’s a wonderful tribute to real enlistees: farmers, fishers, tradespeople, laborers, who signed up when needed, some of whom gave their lives. As one character says, “Every death was etched in the background of each success.” Saxberg’s theme is that we should carry with us the memories of our loved ones and that those memories somehow keep them alive. Not a novel idea, but one worth being reminded of from time to time. There are also helpful maps of battle sites.

An authentic story of love and war vividly detailed.