A woman in her 50s looks back on her own and her family’s history in this collection of short stories and poems.
Most of Bourne’s brief stories and musings, set across the United States, unfold chronologically and star Sophia (an autobiographical stand-in for the author), a woman who, over the course of the book, goes from adventurous youth to middle-aged writer reflecting on her life. In the opening story, “1974 The River,” the narrator writes how lucky she is to have swum in the same turbid waters that her family has waded in for generations. The dirt, she believes, makes her stronger, more resilient. This tale sets the tone for a book that often considers time and its effects. Sophia’s own exploits aren’t particularly remarkable. She works in food service, she holds some office jobs, and she has lovers, some unfaithful. As she gets closer to middle age, she ponders the deaths of her loved ones and her increasing financial insecurity (“My modest savings quickly become worthless with the inflation that has hit”). What’s interesting about these anecdotes isn’t so much the outcomes of Sophia’s adventures but the immediacy and candidness of the prose: “I held my own, though. I worked hard,” she writes, detailing her time working at a sleazy restaurant. Short sentences like these highlight her resilience, and by the end of the book, in entries like “2017 A Year of Weeping,” “2022 Lua Rosa,” and “2022 Peasant Strength,” she uses poetry as a way to more concisely express her emotional turmoil and resolve. She notes how she needs “to heal / from this, that, or the other chaos,” but in writing the poem, she finds the strength to do so. Though some readers may be put off by the sudden shift in style, the poetry offers new ways to consider the themes of wisdom, grief, and tenacity.
A pensive, raw look at aging and time’s passing.