OPEN, HEAVEN

Twenty years later, an Irish man revisits his hometown, and his first love.

In the prologue of Irish poet Hewitt’s debut novel, set in 2022, narrator James Legh has an insight: “Every time I looked into a lover’s eyes—even, I think, my husband’s eyes—I wanted to see Luke’s eyes, green and urgent, holding me.” He decides to return to Thornmere, where he grew up and where, at the age of 16, he fell in love with a boy who was staying on a farm that was one of the stops on the early morning milk run, his first job. James is a deeply awkward and lonely boy, and coming out to his parents and classmates has only isolated him further. In addition to economic struggles, his parents have another hardship: James’s 5-year-old brother, Eddie—an adorable character, perfectly depicted—has a serious chronic illness that causes frequent, terrifying seizures. Over the next few months, James’ adolescent crush on Luke will completely consume him, leading to sublime tortures and tortuous sublimes and, finally, a critical crossroads of loyalty. Or, as James puts it, “I had come to find love, its vision, its company, to be changed by it, set free into its passionate balance, knowing that it would deplete me as much as it sustained, that it would torture me as much as it made life, the thing it threw into agony, worth living.” This is a poet’s novel, with as much nature writing as action and dialogue; Wordsworth meets Justin Torres in its aching intensity and passionate descriptions. Here is James regarding Luke as he thumbs through a porn mag: “I watched him, trying to trace any flicker of emotion or intent across his face, and all the green and golden light of the trees was washing over him, the leaves a lush blur behind him. Occasionally, a breeze would life and sway a branch, and make a lovely sighing sound, and then came the crinkling noise of a page being turned.” Readers looking for gorgeous language and richly developed atmosphere will be impressed and moved.

A queer coming-of-age novel that achieves rare peaks of lyricism and emotional intensity.