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Bhat’s candid novel follows Indian Canadian teenager Nina from ninth grade through her mid-30s as she slowly comes to terms with a devastating secret.

In 1990s Halifax, Nina is an awkward 14-year-old dealing with her loving but often worried parents, who are pious Hindus; her growing alienation from her best friend; and an experience with a teacher, the consequences of which will continue to ripple beneath the surface of her life for years. The novel, which is divided into 13 impeccably titled, short story–like chapters including “Why I Read Beowulf” and “You Are Loved By Me,” follows Nina as she goes in and out of an MFA program in Baltimore, teaches high school English (which is sometimes “almost a high” and other times “like being an air traffic controller—just…too much”), and joins Toastmasters to try to manage her self-loathing. She navigates the alternately cringey and threatening world of modern dating with guys who would “take whatever [they] could.” Bhat approaches her weighty subject matter with grace and humor and, in doing so, finds a way of exploring trauma that is both realistic and tender. Unlike other coming-of-age novels that focus on the teenage or young adult years, in this one Bhat takes readers downstream and examines how those pivotal times continue to shape the protagonist as she approaches middle age. Suffused with pop-culture references including To Catch a Predator and the iconic line “We are the weirdos, Mister,” from the 1996 film The Craft, the novel could also be a parable for a modern world struggling to come to terms with its own secrets amid the reverberations of the #MeToo movement.

An empowering and liberatory coming-of-age novel for “the girls who stay quiet.”