DATA BABY

A freelance journalist explores how a 30-year scientific study in which she became involuntarily involved has impacted her life.

Breslin’s participation in the Block Project, a psychology experiment that aimed to predict the adult identities of its child subjects, began shortly after she was born in 1968. Just after her birth, her professor father enrolled her in a child-care program that doubled as a laboratory for researchers. Four years later, the author attended a preschool where investigators studied children from a hidden observation gallery and routinely probed teachers for insights. Breslin’s memories of being constantly observed during school hours contrasted with those she had of feeling “invisible” in a family that eventually broke apart. She remarks that the study made her feel “seen” and “special,” though it did little to assuage the turbulence that marked her adolescence. The author began her post-collegiate journalistic career by writing about the sex entertainment scene in San Francisco. From observed subject, she became “the voyeur,” which was “intoxicating.” She also lived in Los Angeles, where she wrote about the pornography industry, and New Orleans, where she became a freelance writer. Her marriage to an unexpectedly abusive man and a battle with breast cancer infused Breslin with the desire to investigate the Block Project and finally become “a serious journalist.” When divorce freed her to return to California, she restarted her career with a journalism fellowship. For all she uncovered about the project and its creators, her most significant discovery was personal. The experiment that had used her often painful life experiences in the pursuit of enlightenment had discarded all the information it gathered about and from her “like so much trash.” As she examines the dark side of experimentation on human subjects, Breslin also asks disturbing questions about the consequences modern data-gathering will have on future generations.

An intelligently provocative memoir and investigation.