A writer born in Myanmar and raised in Thailand and the U.S. traces how her family history has haunted her personal journey.
In this uniquely structured memoir—sleek, poetic paragraphs surrounded by plenty of white space on each page—Myint introduces herself as the reincarnation of her great-grandfather, a relative of the royal family in Myanmar, where the author was born. She lived in Bangkok from the ages of 1 to 7, after which she and her family immigrated to California. Myint later lived in Colorado, Rhode Island, and Spain, but no matter where she traveled, she was never able to escape her ancestral history. Some of this is a matter of reincarnation: “When my great-grandmother finally died, she was reborn as my middle sister. My sister was my wife in our past life. My mother says I followed her into this life.” But some of it, Myint writes, has been a product of dissociation associated with inherited trauma. Many of her personal memories, she notes, came to her in the third person, meaning that she pictured herself as a character in the scene rather than an inhabitant of her body. Due to this disconnection, Myint tells her own story in the third person while narrating her family history—much of which she did not personally witness—in the first person. Additionally, she tells her ancestors’ story from past to present, but her own from present to past. Braiding these opposing timelines and narrative perspectives creates an innovative structure that effectively contrasts the author’s deep enmeshment with her family history with her distance from reality. On a line-by-line level, the book is spectacularly lyrical, and each word feels perfectly chosen. Some readers may struggle with the chronology and unnamed characters, but the text is undeniably powerful.
An imaginative and compelling memoir about what we inherit and what we pass on.