TELL ME WHEN YOU FEEL SOMETHING

A thriller about a 17-year-old whose life falls through the cracks.

Everybody believes that Vivienne Braithwaite has a perfect life: She’s a smart, gorgeous, charismatic high schooler who works an after-school gig as a simulated patient for medical school students to practice on. With Jack, the most perfect boyfriend ever, by her side, nothing should stop her. But now Viv lies in a coma fighting for her life, the result of taking opioids at a party—and no one understands how she got there, not even her closest friends, Davida and Tim. The narrative alternates between Viv’s point of view leading up to the party that changes everything and Davida’s and Tim’s perspectives in the aftermath. Excerpts from police interviews are peppered throughout as the mystery unfolds and the book becomes a study of a girl’s real life behind her facade of happiness and perfection. Unfortunately, neither Davida nor Tim are particularly vivid characters despite sharing narratorial duties, and it’s hard to engage with their seemingly doomed romance. However, Viv’s in-depth chapters are intense, as she struggles with multiple traumas, including a difficult home life, the pressures of high expectations, her alcohol abuse, and more. Frustratingly, the book at times focuses more on thrills rather than examining very real, very topical issues of power dynamics and misplaced trust raised by the plot. Most characters are White; Jack is Black.

An uneven thriller that fails to engage deeply with social issues it raises.